Monday, October 27, 2008

NAPA NAPA NAPA NAPA NAPA

I can't believe I get to go back to Napa! OMG! I'm not using my car, because my radiator is cracked and it overheats in like 2 minutes...But I'm using Amtrak and should be in town on Wednesday at 4 oclock downtown. I think Tim is going to end up picking me up cuz Mom will be working.


I can't wait to see Mom! I cry every time I think about it!

I feel like a total...I don't know, something...like a homesick little kid. Only it's way more complicated. I just can't wait to see everybody I know and tell them how much I love them and missed them, and how much I think about them.

So, here I am, sitting at a crappy old computer in the MESA lab at cal poly, crying. I hope the one person sitting across the room doesn't notice. Man, I'm tellin' ya, I am an expert cryer. I cry soooo much. Most of the time if I start crying while I'm on the phone with Bryan I can hide it. He gets so worried if I show any sign of anguish so I try to hide it. Because most of the time it isn't even a big deal. I'm just a fucking baby.

So I still don't have a costume for halloween. I might have to just to half-ass it. Buy a pair of wings or ears or something.

I can't wait to be home!

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